No, instead I wanted to post a quickie about a book I just finished called the Life of Pi. It's a pretty popular book, so many people have probably already read it. I can't really discuss the interesting aspects of it without a spoiler, so if you're planning to read it, you'll have to stop reading this post now or risk me ruining it all.
Pi is an Indian boy who grew up around animals in his family-run zoo. When they decide to move to Canada and take their animals with them, Pi ends up the only human survivor of the shipwreck and finds himself aboard a lifeboat with an untamed tiger. He survives for months and most of the book tells the details of how he manages it. After being rescued, inspectors from the ship's company question him to determine what caused the ship to sink. They do not believe his story about the tiger and demand another explanation. He tells a parallel story that includes cannibalism, murder, his mother being beheaded by an evil man, etc. He points out that the inspectors have no way of knowing which of the stories is actually true and asks which of the stories they prefer. They say the one with the animals, and Pi responds, "so it is with God."
Earlier in the book Pi had become Hindu, Muslim, and Christian simultaneously, showing that he loved God and didn't dwell on the factual reality of any of the faiths. This seems silly in some ways and so wise in another.
The story impacts me personally because I've recently felt so acutely the same option in my beliefs. Given two stories that can be neither proven or disproven, I've chosen to believe in God. So, yeah. So it is with God.
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I just recently finished reading Believing History, by Richard L. Bushman. There are some splendid reflections in there on belief in God and LDS testimony in a world that lionizes disbelief. If you haven't read it, it's worth the time.
The young adult son of some very close (30 yrs) friends stayed with us while interviewing for grad school. An RM, he told my wife that he is no longer is active: "I just don't believe any more."
It's one thing to leave the church because you don't agree with its politics, etc., or because you don't want to feel "constrained" by the rules. But to leave because of loss of faith. Now that's just sad.
Sad because he hasn't redirected his belief, he's just lost it.
p.s., I haven't been in the AMA for years, thinking that my dropping out has made some kind of statement. I'm sure they've noticed.
Believing in God, is not enough for Mormons though... You can't JUST be a good person.
I didn't become inactive because I felt "constrained" by the rules. Anyone can make up rules, we just have to believe that those rules have a purpose, or meaning.
I believe in God wholeheartedly, I just don't know that I believe in the Mormon's (or Muslim's, etc) rendition of what God wants from me. Theres too many holes, theres too many discriminations that are born out of ignorance and hate.
Galileo said it best, "I am not obliged to believe that God who has endowed us with logic, intellect and reason, has intended for us to forgo their use." (paraphrased i'm sure)
In the General Assembly 2010, they identified the three evils of the world today:
1. Gays
2. Feminists
3. Intellectuals
Now seriously.... I am not an enemy of God, and I stand for all three of those things. I believe that discrimination against those three things creates enemies of God AND his children by breeding bigotry and ignorance.
I like how you used the word 'chosen.' You've chosen to believe in god. Interesting.
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